You reminiscence about your past lifestyle, and you feel like crap. So, toying around the idea of marriage is the only way to go. For me at least.
Sarah means Princess in Hebrew, I shall adobt this name for any future reference made to my wife. It's either Shannon or Sarah. (Rose of Shannon) pweeeeeee weeeit. Wahaha. In this world of CHEAP romance, I longed for something better. You got to excuse me for sounding like a celibate priest about this, but 'romantic' relationship strikes almost everyone that I know who is not from church. I vow not to get into a relationship unless I am so damn sure that I will settle down with the girl and bring glory to Him. But then again, Britney also vowed that she will be virgin till marriage. Haha. But on the solid Rock I stand as I come to this confession cause I know that even in my relationship life, God has something BETTER. He is after all LOVE. Can you imagine if LOVE Himself author my love life. It would definately be kick *ss@!
So mould me to become the Prince that my Sarah would fall for. Someday I know, Sarah will read this, and until then, I shall be faithfull to my Sarah. Just imagine, 10 years down the road, do you think it will be sick if I know that I am going to marry my Sarah that I would be chasing after some Susan-girl-next-door? I know that right now as I am typing this, she is somewhere out there. Whoo hoo! Okie now I shall start praying for her everyday. Yeeeeeeeeeeeh!!!!!!!!! I am called for singlehood now. But my days as a single person is definately numbered. So I will treasure them. Whoo hoo!
Father Who Art In HEaven,
wahaha, okie I always wanted to do that intro for my prayer, hehehe. Aiyah, anyway I am conscience that You hear me always lah. Whoo Hoo@ My shoulders are aching. Let Your blood soothes away my pain. You know I am going for the run later, pls dont make me "malu" in front of my friends. Haha. Keep my stamina for me. I run conscience of Isaiah40:31. Ahhhhh.. I havent been praying for my future wife for a very long time already. Anyway, let's call her Sarah okie? That you would keep her from temptations, (haha very selfish right?). You would also keep me from temptations also Lord. Pour Your Love on her so that whatever that she sees, she see You in her life. Train her to be the virtuous Proverbs 31 wife and myself to be the Proverbs 31 hubby. I plead the blood of Jesus on my family and my loved ones. Today is blessed. Prepare my heart for HM. Touched my family's heart with Your heart of Love.
Zachary cried out to the God of Israel saying, "Oh that You would BLESS me INDEED, You would enlarge my territory, that Your hand is with me, and that You keep me from evil that I might not cost pain!" And God granted Zachary what he requested!
In Jesus Name@ Amen!