SCREAM!!!! I can't believe that I lost some 5 hours of my life at the Christmas in Orchard thingy. It was unbelievably boring. This must be what hell feels like. But I manage to lie down on the streets of orchard road like some vagrant before being told off by some auntie.
My eyes are heavy from tiredness. I need to coat my brain with caffeine.
Yesterday was eventful. I haven't been as busy as this since God has been wearing diapers. I was out having breakfast with my camp mates for my last breakfast with them. You see, my army duties are super numbered to my fingers. After which, I headed down to east coast for the Ambassador team outing. I had a ball of time. Blading for two hours. Pst.. the uncle doesn't offer the "buy 2 hours and get the next hour FREE" offer any longer!!! SCREAM!!!!
I finally manage to go to one of my army mate's birthday party down at Pasir Ris Easr Coast. I mean after socializing myself with the church people, I hardly find myself attending any birthday or weddings of my secular friend. This sucks. And oh my gosh! We headed down to china black later in the night. It was so damn funny as the birthday boy got drunk and we enticed him with a tranny that we spotted outside pacific plaza later in the wee hours of the morning.
If it wasn't for my maid cleaning my room at 3, and gawkily dropping my cds, I probably would have slept through the entire evening. Okie darn. The coffee is not helping. I need to sleep now.
Dear Heavenly Father,
These days, I find myself not relying more and more of You. Why har? Maybe its because I face some "disappointments" with You. I know that maybe I might not see You in a lot of areas of my life now. But if there is anything that I need right now, is to be conscience of Your love for me. I am sure I wont go wrong with that. I do not want my life to be propelled by rules and regulations. But I just want it to be fueled by Your love. Tomorrow I will be back in camp. Your divine favor be upon me. Father me as You would Father Your Son. But don't nail me to the cross lah.. haha.. Cause that's what You did to Your son mah.. Only once and it is forever paid. Father me Lord, Father me…
In Jesus Name. Amen!